My rec is quite different from
macklingirl story yesterday - it's not an easy read, but I like this kind of story, with a bit of an emotional roller coaster and a lot of strong characters in addition to Bodie and Doyle.
The End Is Where We Start From by PFL
https://archiveofourown.org/works/468713
The End Is Where We Start From by PFL
https://archiveofourown.org/works/468713
Author's Summary:
After a bad op, in which Doyle almost dies, Bodie decides to leave CI5. Doyle goes home to his family for Christmas, trying to recover from physical and emotional injuries. Can Bodie really leave? Should Doyle follow him or let him go?